While Your Heart Breaks

While Your Heart Breaks

While your heart breaks
I must take
this shovel
and keep digging.
While that tear drops
I must sit atop
my mound of clay
chip away at the decay of immorality
left by those who blunder in the name of crusades.
While you are happy
that your world is not so unhappy
I will carve my joy from dirt.
While you pray
for us to find our way
we will dig a path way trench.
While you feel blessed
to come from the west
I dig my feet
on the mountain side
to find my peace
when I face that test.
While you feel priviledged
know that I will
still survive.

It’s Okay,

It's Okay,

It's okay,
we aren't friends
but I still love you.
I wish you the best
and I pray
God takes care of you.

It's okay,
we will never be "good"
but I will uplift you
as a real sister should.

It's oaky,
that you hurts me
so bad,
I wont turn on you
I will set you free.

It's okay,
we will never be "cool"
unlike you I wont be cruel
but I will never be your fool
for you to school. 

Peenie Wallie

Peenie Wallie

I spread my bioluminescence self
you cannot contain me.

You see me before you can scent me
your reward is my presence.

I dim for no one
I am second to none.

Against your will
you are drawn to me

I light your way to see
your own destiny.

Small axe cut down big tree
that's me

On my wings you will be free.

It Will be Worth It

It Will Be Worth It

That pool 
of sweat and grime
that you are swimming in,
it won't drown you,
it will give you life.

That rush of blood, marrow and spleen
that attacks you
will not silence you
they are fuel to propel you.

You think you are defeated
and you wish you had retreated
back into the hole to lick your wounds
and console yourself.

But if you just stay awhile,
face this trial
head first
to quench the thrist 
of those dreams
waiting to be seen.
Just wait
it will be worth it
after all when you are redeemed.

There is No Seat

There is No Seat

I stood at the door
looking for the shore
to lay my anchor down.
I see the warmth
directed everywhere,
but there is none for me.
I peek inside
rooted at the threshhold
and see,
all of those chairs
looking back at me.
But there is no seat
avaliable for me,
and like that one tremulous dew drop
I quiver,
cold,
alone.
I turn 
the way I came,looked back
 at this once familar and loved scene.
I cannot stay.
I must find my chair out there.