I too Have SInned Malignant tumors of regret I now seek release. Trapped. By the foolish acts of being human I now seek redemption. What is the first step that I must take to be washed clean to come into your presence? I do not know I fear my crimes have taken control of my possible aquittal. But I must be reborn still born no more. I must try or die trying. I must come again strife again against the pain of loss and regret. I want to feel the light smell the sweet air of release of all my fears defeated at last.