Don't feel sorry for me when you see me crying I am healing Iam being put back together again. It was hard to reach this part where I can release all the build up from the past. I am here now ready to get it out don't feel sorry I have to let it out. I have to release the hurt the disappointment and the loss. I have to wash it all out swim back to myself. I have to reach this place where my cup overflows nd all that holds me back I let go. So when you see these tears please have no fear, just thank God for me that the end of my nightmare is near.