You Cannot Stop Me

You Cannot Stop Me

I have a vision 
I have the power
I can see through you
you cannot stop me.

Write the vision
and make it plain
read the vision
and run with it.

Whatever it is
I will grab it quick.
I'll speak what I see
and seee what I say
and pick gems
along the way.

I will write myself
into the harvest
so I can reap
when God says it's best.

So do what you must 
but get out my way
unless you are uplifiting
you have nothing to say

Because without the vision
the people perish.

No More

No More

I know we say
it's for the best
that it is love expressed
by sacrifice
That's the test!
But enough!
No more!
If fear
is the centre of our world
it will crumble
with no true love returned.
Let us stop 
painting fairytales
that create too many scales
that hide the ugly truth.
Let's give over to loss
carried and tossed 
by the misfortunes of reality.
No more
let us cling to a dream
that destroys Selfesteem
nor be a slave 
to a misfortune gained
in infantile candour.

Being Ambitious

Being Ambitious

On being ambitious
I must say
it aint all that!
They say you need it
for The Plan
 (if you have one)
and woe to you
if you have none!
So what?
Shall we start another episode
when the curtain falls
and you have achieved all
you had on that list
Or do we throw in the towel?

Maybe we'll just sit on the towel
for a while.

Lasting a Lifetime

Lasting a Lifetime

My companion
always 
inside,
deep down inside.
Daily Healing wakes up
and get's to work:
She says "honey you've been hurt
deeply."
She speaks so sweetly,
that the pain becomes
a dull throb
that soothes
the silent sobs that hurt gleefuly brings.

It lasts a lifetime,
inside of me,
deep, deep down
inside of me,
and daily,
I must heal.

New Self-Concept

New Self-Concept

Do you know
the image you hold
of you
can change?

Do you know 
the story you've been told of you
may not be the true?

When you remove all the cobwebs
in your head
You can think
without the kinks
to turn, bend and grow.

Oh no!
Do not go
down the torutruing tunel of self doubt
because someone refuses to let you out
of the prison built just for you.
Let go of those strings
that keeps you in
the Grimes fairytale. 

Stop thinking
if you just dig in
you can solve the puzzle of you
to start living.
Dig in to the here and now
and nurture all the seeds
that make you grow and don't.

If you are there
pull back from the brink
of rigidity that sinks,
grab hold and cling
to the life you get to live
So broken pieces can be whole.

Moderation: Why is it so hard?

Let’s make this week a Wisdom Week and start today on the right path by considering the value of moderation.

Quotes about Moderation (307 quotes)
What does this even mean?

Moderation is the avoidance of excess or is defined as doing something within reasonable limits. Now, moderation is not an area I am NOT strong in. When I decide to do something anything, I go all in. There is no halfway about me. However, this is something that has time and again been detrimental to my achieving any goal I have, as I get into trouble a lot by having the most unrealistic mindset and acting in the most extreme and unnecessary manner. And this is can be so exhausting. It is certainly no sane way to live! No matter what it is, if I am trying to be healthier for example, in the past I have gotten to the point where I end up eating next to nothing because it seems even a “superfood” or the healthiest thing on God’s green earth has a disadvantage. So, quinoa is good, then actually not, well dark chocolate is way better than milk chocolate but actually, it’s not! This goes on until I end up with a way of eating that is so extreme that I cannot keep it up and worst is damaging to my health and well-being. In order to have the perfect diet I somehow end up with a really unhealthy one and I know the inability to approach the enterprise with a concept of everything in moderation is the main culprit at play. I have yet to master the art of thinking and acting in moderation.

Balance and Moderation - Dr. Sears Wellness Institute
Is moderation a balancing act?

The question is also, is this possible for everyone to do? Can we all live a life based on a framework of moderation? To be extreme is to be farthest from the centre. If we are always going to the extreme, we are always moving away from the centre, we are always awry. If we are always awry, then we can never see the way ahead clear enough to read those signposts that can help us to the other side of where we want to be. Always having to remind ourselves that we have to be the best version of ourselves and be positive, smiling, smiling and being on our ‘A’ game can be quite annoying, tiring and lead to frustration or even resentment. Even being kind can become sickly sweet as the giver can burn out faster than a forest fire. Stretching yourself thin to do good has its disadvantages it would seem because we don’t know how to straddle that middle ground and find our centre.

A part of this need to be so extreme I believe, stems from how some view moderation. Some believe in order to be successful you have to give all or nothing. But is it really a good thing to have no middle ground (centre), to compromise on nothing all the time? Me having such a mentality has not worked out well. You see the more I tried to be an extreme me, the further away I got from myself because no one can last long being off-centre. It will manifest in some unpleasant ways that will set you back further than you thought you would ever be.

1 Timothy 5:23 Drink no longer water, but use a little wine for your  stomach's sake and your often infirmities.
Can something seemingly good for us be too much?

So at this point, I am all for moderation in my life. I no longer believe that I have to be the best, just that I have to do my best which sometimes is just showing up, not because I have anything to contribute but because that is all I have in me to give on that day, at that time. And that is okay. There is nothing wrong with being moderate, in fact, it is the happy medium I now seek. I know it is not elusive or a unicorn, I know I will have to rethink, relearn and reevaluate how I look at the world and how I look at me. But I believe it is the star I need to see my way ahead and avoid potholes that my extremist mindset cannot see.

Ecclesiastes 7:16-18 | The Name of the LORD is a Strong Tower