When you see all your faults mirrored in someone else it becomes clear. We are not what we think we are. When the monster you are looking at is yourself, somehow the Hans version of the fairy tale becomes the reality. What stands before you is the monster you tried to deny. The one coming up when you thought you slayed it. What a train wreck of a reality, so much so that it's hard to look away. You cower in fear at how ruthless you can be. You stand paralyzed by the evidence of your vicious intent. When you can look no more, can listen no more see no more then you either surrender to it or slay it one last time.